125/365 Come On Get Higher

125/365 Come On Get Higher
Originally uploaded by JD'na

7 November 2008

I wouldn't say that I'm unlucky in love. I'm just not the luckiest. They say you have three great loves of your life...and that scares me. The one I had drained the life out of me when it was over...To know that I potentially have to go through that one more time to get to the next is scary odds. How about I just get one more great love and he ends up being the love of my life and we live happily (almost always..haha) forever?

I've loved more then just that one...but I wouldn't call them loves of my life...just...spending time until I get to my next stop, if you will.

Lately there has been this guy that pops his head in my life from time to time. We don't live any where near one another...but when we talk it's like there is no distance between us. The problem is that we run hot for a solid day...and then cold for about a month...and it's frustrating.

What my head says is to just go with the flow and enjoy it. I mean, it's good when it's good...but my heart wants so much more. My head usually wins out in the end...so instead of struggling back and forth with the two...I should just side with my head.

But life is short...why waste another day?